Being sore and weary... and somewhat confused

Hello there...
Been someplace else for a while... But now it felt completly right to go here... Eventhough English is not my mother tongue, it sometimes is easier for me to express myself in this language. Weird? Yeah, perhaps, but still my way of getting to say what I want...

What has been going on since last time around? Well, quite a lot. A new job, from hell, as it proved to be. Though with an angel, that sadly soon will get his wings burned off if he stays in the "hole" long enough. It breaks my heart to someone suffer like that. And it also makes me wonder how badly that someone has been hurt before, since he's claiming not to be hurt and still feels so lonely... and hurt (can't hug him all the time eventhough it feels like he would need it)?
God, everytime the swine comes in and gather his little crowd of piglets around... There are not many people around on this planet that makes me queazy and murderous like him, but he touches all the wrong buttons on me. The decision that I should leave was perfectly in order, but he should have been forced to leave first! Probably sounds like kids playing here, but what has happened is no less what can be found on a schoolyard for junior high kids everywhere. Shouldn't we be out of that age by now and have at least someone at the office that could the swine what professional courtesy REALLY means?? God, he's such a dick. And he knows it and sickinly thrives on it...
Just hoping that there is a God in this world and that the swine will get what he deservs. Or that he will get treatment if there really is something wrong. But not the least, that someone from higher towards the tree crown see what is going on, acknowledge it and do the right thing!

Don't like when people from the "good side" get hurt. Usually the most of us are in the grey zone somewhere in between, but the angel really is white. It just makes me sad to see. There have to be time for a barbecue this summer...