Even more confused

A week since last time around... And now I am even more confused. Got praises and flowers from the swine and his piglets? Someone who has learned his lesson?? A bit bitterish for me in that case. But this job wouldn't have worked evenhow... Someone's far to close to my senses, and heart for that matter, but have to have space that I probably am unable to give just because of that. But, as they say, the highest sense of love is to be able to let go. From someone's side, it is not a case of letting go, since someone has never grasped hold. But the hurt is no less for that. It is time to move on now, in many senses.

Luckily for me the interviews keeps pouring in. I just hope there are someone out there that can make a decision soon. The "runner-up" today, might be a good one in many senses. I might have an opportunity there to really try my wings. Perhaps if it all works out, try to get my own apartment down there or something. Have felt an urgent need for space lately. But also urgent needs for warm embraces once in a while. Who ever said that life is easy *;)*? A sore throat as well... many industrial country problems here :). Nighty night...